Hi Shane,
Well ol' mate, I empathise, as do many others here. Don't have any magic answers for you, probably because there are no magic cures to get one feeling on top of the world again.
Don't want to tell you what to do, 'you have to do this or do that' but one thing I can say is, the person you need to focus on looking after is YOU !! And I mean for the future as well. So if you can look after yourself in regard to the things you can control, like perhaps keeping the house, keeping a place you can call yours might be a good idea. Trying to buy a place in a few years might be a lot more difficult. Just a thought.
How else to look after yourself? Stay here with us, your forum friends. Come along to the next get-together, we all enjoy your company.
Hang in there mate. There are people that care about you. :2tsup:
Cheers
Pops